Thursday, January 17, 2008

The ESAR Plunge

ESAR - Explorer's Search and Rescue, that's King County Search and Rescue. One of 9 branches of the search and rescue family in the county, Explorer's is the most active, involved in urban searches on up to bigger scale searches in the mountains and searches at local hiking trails in between. Due to the vast amount of outdoor recreation activities available in the county, I guess it makes sense that there are more people getting lost or hurt out in the great outdoors.

I was at a friend's birthday party this last November and met a gal who had started search and rescue training. It was interesting to talk with my new acquaintance about her search and rescue training. She described the training and it sounded challenging but rewarding - the final test was being dropped off in one place outdoors on the beginning of the weekend, and then having to find your way back to a certain point by a certain time on Sunday. It sounded like something up my outdoors' alley, and since I was involved with outdoors ministry, I got the ESAR website from her for more information.

I remember being impressed by my friends who hosted the party and how they had befriended several friends outside my normal realm of socializing - my church. It seemed they were doing what I was reading about at that time in my pastor's book - 'Radical Reformission'. This is a book about living a Christian life (and being a church) in the culture, not seeking to completely change the culture (and in turn not believing culture is completely evil), but to seek to redeem the things in the culture that are truly sinful. As I was reading the book, I felt convicted that I wasn't doing alot to get out into my community - the community outside my church. Sure, I'm involved in ministry at my church, but primarily these ministries were to folks who were already on track to Jesus. What about those who don't know Jesus - those people outside the church? I was challenged to get out - get outside the church and to live more 'reformissionally'. (So yes, I recommend the book)

So I hopped onto the ESAR website and saw that training only happened during the winter, and that the last round of training began very soon. This meant I had to make a decision very soon on whether or not I wanted to take the ESAR plunge. Navigational training was the majority of the training course - which was something I felt I was lacking in. Sorry to say it, but even though I am an engineer, and had a fair amount of outdoors experience, I still didn't have a practical understand the workings of a compass. This seemed to be yet another of several reasons to begin Search and Rescue training.
And so I did it. I took the ESAR plunge. I went to the intro 'Course A' training course on a Thursday night. I was excited but I think also nervous at the same time, not knowing entirely what to expect.
Next up was Course B...

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Home for Christmas 2007


Christmas is a time I have spent with my immediate family each year of my life. There has been a random Thanksgiving that I have spent without them, but Christmas is the traditional time I go home to Eastern Washington. I thought I'd write a little about my home trek this past Christmas.

I left Seattle on the Friday before Christmas, driving over Snoqualmie Pass, not quite breaking land speed records thru Central Washington. Driving by myself is something I kind of look forward to, it's nice to be able to think or pray as the landscape goes by. I think I remember a nice sunset in my rearview mirror that day. It's kind of fun to tune into different radio stations along the way, usually there are more country and hispanic stations as I travel East. Not long after Ritzville, I take a left, and head North up to my home town. My folks live about 3 miles outside of this small rural Northeast Washington town.

My home town has maybe 100 people living in it, but there are several more folks who live in the area. The town boasts a school - preschool, grade school, junior and senior high all combined in one campus, a post office, a senior's home, a feed store (that's feed for animals - the store building used to be a church), a convenience store, a bar and one or two other random stores. It's small, very small. It doesn't seem like a whole lot changes, but there are changes I see when I come back. People change, sometimes there are new buildings, or different stores.

I was able to leave work earlier that day, so I arrived home around 7pm, all total about a 5-6 hour drive. It was cold outside, and there was snow. I was greeted by my family, including my little nephew, Isaiah. It was great to finally reach my destination. We were able to enjoy a meal of grilled chicken together.
That evening, I got to talk with my Dad for a while sitting in the living room near the wood fireplace. They have a fireplace where you can watch the flames. It was nice to sit in a comfy chair and converse.

Saturday came and we got up for breakfast - my dad's sourdough pancakes. He has made those everyday, except for Sundays, I think for most of my growing up at home, and then after I've left, too. I think my younger siblings (I'm the oldest) both grew tired of them growing up - probably me too, but I think I'm old enough I've forgotten how I felt about Dad's perpetual pancakes back then. I enjoy them now - they're a good hearty breakfast - whole wheat (my Dad even grinds the grain in the hand grinder at home).

My brother, Luke, my brother-in-law, Adam, my Dad, and my uncle Tom bundled up to go outside and help my Dad run his cows and calves thru a chute for their regular vaccination, inventory and miscellaneous stuff. Adjacent to my folks' house are several buildings and pens used previously when my Grandpa and my Dad's family used to run a fairly large ranch. The cows (female cattle) were separated from the calves. We ran the calves thru the chute first. The calves went thru the chute (a long skinny passageway with fence on either side) into a chute house, where there is a metal chute contraption that the calves or cows can be held in while they are being worked on. My Dad had to vaccinate the calves, brand them, and some of the little bulls (male cattle) were castrated. Needless to say, those little guys wouldn't be having such a good day. I was designated note-taker, so I was with Dad while the calves were being worked on. I think my country upbringing has faded somewhat because I was a bit squirmy watching some of that stuff. Uh, hopefully no one is eating while they read this! Anyways, after the calves were finished, the cows were run thru the chute. Sometimes the cows are stubborn, not wanting to walk thru the chute, so we have to encourage them to move along. This time, the cows decided to push their way into the chute and literally stack themselves on one another. Cattle can be pretty stubborn at times, and sometimes aggressive (dangerously so). One of the cows got stuck at the bottom, and somehow upside down. Cows can die if they are upside down for too long. I'm not sure the whole anatomical explanation on that, but it was serious for a while, as we worked to get the cow unstuck, right side up and standing. Drama in the cow chute! Finally, the cow was able to stand up on its own, which was a relief!

Meanwhile, snow was falling - varying sized flakes. Beautiful.
I headed up fixing dinner that evening for the whole family - my grandparents, who live less than a half mile from my folks, my folks, my uncle, and my sister, brother-in-law and Isaiah. Thanks to Trader Joe's, we had some Indian food.

Church was Sunday. My folks still attend the small community church that I grew up in. The 'town', (if you can call a store & a church a town, ok, maybe a couple of houses too) is even smaller than my home-town . There may have been about 100 people at church that day. I still know quite a few folks that go there. My folks and my uncle are very musically talented. My Dad plays the piano at church, and my Mom leads worship (sings & plays her guitar). My uncle is a very good trombonist, so he played 'O Holy Night' as a 'special' during the service.

Sunday evening we watched 'Amazing Grace', a movie about William Wilberforce. He played a key role in the abolition of the slave trade in England many years ago. I recommend it - the movie was inspiring, and had a sweet love story. It made me want to be like him - someone who's life made a difference for justice, for God.

Monday was Christmas Eve. Adam, my uncle Tom, my Dad (Lee), and my brother, Luke headed out in the morning after my Dad snowplowed the gravel driveways to go snowshoeing. We drove up to a highway pass (at a higher elevation which meant more snow) maybe 20 minutes from the house. We parked the car alongside the road, geared up, and then snowshoed up a logging road. We went for probably a couple of miles along the road, alternating who broke trail. The snow was around a couple feet deep up there, so it was definitely harder to break trail than follow after a few people who had packed the snow down a bit. We came to a point along the road where it opened up for a larger view. I snowshoed up to it, and the view opened before me. I love it when it does that! Photo opportunity. It was fun to be out with my family in the outdoors. At one point my Dad fell in the snow. As some of you know who have snowshoed before, it is sometimes rather difficult to get up in snowshoes. It was kind of funny to see my Dad struggle a little bit - don't worry, my brother was already trying to help him.
It's tradition on Christmas Eve to go to my grandparents house, have dinner together, then spend some time together opening presents and such. We congregate in the living room, where the Christmas tree is. My Grandpa reads the Christmas story. Each member of the family present, from youngest to oldest, gets up and lights a candle and says a little something about their year, maybe what they're thankful for, or something along those lines. It's a neat time to share with my family. My Grandparents, uncle, folks and siblings are all Christians, so I feel pretty blessed. We open presents after. Usually, at some point in the evening, someones starts wadding up wrapping paper and throwing it at some one else. Sometimes it's been a full on barrage of paper balls going back and forth. Fun stuff. Isaiah was constant entertainment throughout the evening, but he did get pretty tired towards the end. Still cute as a button tho. (Buttons are cute?)
Christmas day arrived. Indeed, it was a white Christmas - yes! Since my Grandma hasn't been feeling as good, my Mom has took over most of the Christmas dinner duties, so the morning involved quite a bit of preparation for that. We also had a nice breakfast.

Then it was time to gather again for more presents. But first, my Dad read a portion of scripture, I believe this time from Psalms. We had a time of prayer together.

Stocking time. Tradition is that stockings are hung from the staircase railing, and someone puts stuff in them Christmas Eve... hmm - I wonder who that is!?! Each one of us got a stocking with little knic-knacs.

And then presents. I was excited to give my sister and brother-in-law a baby backpack carrier. Adam tried it on with little Isaiah in tow. I had found it at REI for about half-price. It's fun to give gifts that you know people will use and enjoy. For my Mom, a framed picture of Isaiah, for my Dad, a framed picture from our backpacking trip, for Adam, books, for my sister, Hannah, my old SLR camera, and for my brother, a book (with a check). Isaiah was still the main attraction - quite a good distraction. He was able to rip some of the paper off his presents, and I remember him smiling when he saw one of the presents.

It was a bit of a rush to get the rest of Christmas dinner ready and shuttled down to my grandparents place. It was a huge meal - there were twelve of us. One of the neighbors joined us with her son.
Then it was food coma time, well, not really, but after turkey and a full stomach, it was a great time for a nap. We at least took a break between dinner and dessert. We also watched 'Ratatoille' - the newest Pixar film. It was fun.

Adam, Hannah and Isaiah headed out the next day. Hannah had to return to work on Thursday. Mom and Dad drove them back into Spokane to catch their flight back to Chicago. It was sad to say good-bye to them, to little Isaiah. He smiles so easily at you, and it was alot of fun to play with him. He laughs too. Mom was video taping quite a bit, trying to catch the fun moments. Adam and Hannah had brought Isaiah's little Johnny Jump-Up. Isaiah would sit in it and have a merry time bouncing up and down, up and down. He had it down. It was fun to watch him swivel when he heard a noise. Amazing what the addition of a little one does in a family. Isaiah was constant entertainment.



While Mom & Dad were taking Adam, Hannah & Isaiah to catch their plane, Luke, Uncle Tom and I went snowshoeing one more time. We went back to the same highway summit, but from there, took a different logging road. I think we made it to a higher elevation this time, because the snow appeared to be sticking to the trees much better where we stopped to turn around. It was very pretty.

Later that evening, my Dad alerted us to an amazing sunset. The sky had brilliant pink clouds, and some of the snowy mountains viewable from the house were glowing pink. Awesome.

The next day, Thursday, was time for me to head back home. I decided to head back then so that I would have a day between getting home and my next Search and Rescue training weekend. I wished that I could have stayed longer - it was a good trip. I felt a little lump in my throat as I said good-bye to my family. Back to Seattle I went.

The trip was full and busy. Usually when I head back home I have more down-time. But it was nice to do more things at home and with my family. There is much to be thankful for.

This is a little movie of my nephew showing off his Johnny Jump Up skills:

And another movie - my Mom and my nephew dancing up a storm. (It's kind of long...)


Thursday, December 20, 2007

A Christmas Letter

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
I stepped out of my office building in downtown Seattle the other night to hear the sounds of a saxaphonist playing a jazzy Christmas tune. Ahh, Christmas in the city.

I hope this finds you well and enjoying the Christmas season. I am trying something new this year - actually writing a Christmas 'letter', but using my new blog to send it out.

A quick synopsis of the year gone by:
In April, my family joyously welcomed the birth of Isaiah, my nephew. My sister, brother in law and Isaiah live in Chicago, so late October I finally took a trip to see them. He's a cool little guy and pretty darn cute, I must say. Quite amazing to thinking about how a little person isn't there and then is there - wow. I am excited about the opportunity to get to know Isaiah better as he grows and grows. I will have to write more about him later.
Late May and into early June, I was able to travel with my Uncle Carter & Aunt Ellyn to China with a humanitarian relief organization called Heart to Heart International. Although the trip was composed of primarily medical professionals, us non-medical types worked on a couple of service projects. We helped construct a garden area at a senior's home, and then also did some construction at a school for deaf kids. I met some amazing people and tried some interesting food - chicken feet was probably the standout (I don't recommend it). Very interesting to visit the country - it would be nice to go back and see the countryside. We only visited cities while we were there: Beijing, Chengdu (Sichuan Province), and then Hong Kong.


The summer/fall was filled with many things, among them several outdoor adventures. I serve as a coordinator of outdoors trips for the Outdoors ministry at my church. I went on several hikes and backpacking trips this year - of course my camera came with. A few of the trips stand out: a wonderful 3-day backpack trip in the Olympic National Forest, with my church Outdoors ministry, where we hiked on a ridge with beautiful views of Mt. Olympus, saw two bears (the bears were a ways away, which was nice), had mountain goats running thru our camp one morning, and saw elk. We had a great group of people on the trip too. I took another backpacking trip to the Enchantments (almost) in early October. My dad was able to come on this one, along with a few other friends. It was very cold and we even had snow, so we decided to stay put at Lake Colchuck instead of hiking thru the normal Enchantment loop. Hopefuly next year we can get into the Enchantments proper. It was great to have my Dad along to experience what I experience on trips like that - I think he enjoyed it quite a bit, too, which makes it even more special.

I'm still playing soccer with a co-ed team called Mars Attacks (made up mostly of folks from my church). We play year-round. My ball handling skills still need work, so good thing I usually play defense!

Lately, I've jumped into a couple of new things. I am a coach for a peewee basketball team (4-6 year olds) at a local YMCA. We've had a few practices now, sometimes it's kind of like herding cats, but it's been cool to hang out with the kids and meet their parents. The other new thing I've jumped into is training for the King County Explorers Search and Rescue. I've made it thru a few training weekends, and will go thru a few more to complete the training. It's pretty intense at times, but it's been fun learning how to use a compass, tie some new knots and learn more about surviving in the out-of-doors. I've also met some pretty cool people in the group as well.

I continue to work for PND Engineers, Inc. here in Seattle. I have worked there for over 6 years now. This last summer I was able to travel up to Skagway, Alaska on a railroad bridge inspection trip for work. For those who may have taken an Alaskan cruise, the railroad bridge route is called the White Pass & Yukon Route. I worked on the design of the new installed steel girders for one of the bridges we inspected. (That's the bridge in the picture)
I also continue to attend Mars Hill Church, which continues to change and grow like crazy. I am blessed to be a part of this church and am blessed by the friendships I've made there. I help out with Children's Ministry a few Sundays here and there, and also attend a Community Group with other Mars Hill attenders. Because of my involvement with the Church Outdoors Ministry, I was able to attend a church sponsored teaching series for church ministry leaders and community group leaders, the first on 'How People Change', and the second was on 'People In Need of Change Helping People in Need of Change.' It was great to receive teaching on how people can practically work on their sanctification.
It's been quite a year. There are many things to be thankful for.
On this Christmas, I wish you hope that comes from knowing that Jesus will win in the end, I wish you joy that comes from rejoicing in Jesus' sacrifice to save us from sin, and peace that comes from resting in Jesus' promises.
Grace,
Lisa

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Hospitals

I visited a friend in the hospital just before Thanksgiving.


It was tough to be there in the hospital. It was hard to be around people who were physically hurting. It was tough to see my friend in there, having to stay there because they were not certain what his body was doing, or if it could hold up outside the hospital on its own. It was hard to think about what would happen if my friend was not there anymore - what would happen to his kids, his wife, his family?


I think I feel uncomfortable in hospitals because it's uncomfortable being around suffering. I don't know exactly what to do with it. Do I smile in the face of death, putting on a mask, or do I slog around in pessimism, not expecting anything better? Those are two extremes. What I want to do is face death, suffering and pain head on, certainly try to avoid them if it is prudent, but if suffering is inevitable, i don't want to be afraid of it. I want my fear to be replaced with trust - trust in the Sovereign and Good God who knows the future, and has my best interest, His best interest, in mind.

I think it's good to see the whole picture of humanity, experience our depravity, and suffering is part of that human picture. Seeing people suffer, like my friend, make me realize how fragile life is - how quickly life can change. I see my need for something deeper than day to day life, but for something that is eternal and will endure thru suffering and that is bigger than suffering. I need hope to truly enjoy life.




Seeing suffering and realizing it could also happen to you is also a good way to put things in life in perspective. What do I want to leave behind after I'm gone from this world? Is getting that new car or home really that important? Nope.

My friend is doing much better, but the cause of his illness is still a mystery.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Why Beacon?


Why Beacon?


I live on a hill called Beacon, and on an avenue called Beacon here in Seattle. My housemates and I just had a house party, where we purposefully named our house 'The Beacon'. The word Beacon has been on my mind.


I like the word 'Beacon'. The word is attractive to me because it has meaning on more than one level. A beacon is a light, and provides light to help people on their way. A beacon is a physical object, but can also be a person, a thought, or a rebuke. There are also deep spiritual connotations to the word. This is also appealing to me because I want my blog to reflect something deeper than the ordinary goings on in my life.

Why Blog?


I've enjoyed reading others' blogs and have gotten to write a few for the Mars Hill Outdoors Ministry (see 'Links'). Why not start my own? Lately, I've enjoyed writing more creatively, so figured a blog would be a good outlet for some of my musings.


Over the past year and a half, there has been quite a few changes in my life - some hard changes, some pain, but also some amazing joys. I feel that I have come to see life in new ways, see relationships in new ways, and also appreciate the Living God in new ways. I enjoy writing - and so why not share some of these new experiences and thoughts with other people? Perhaps some of the things I write may shed a little light on what other people are going thru?

So, sit back, relax, and hope you enjoy the 'Beacon'.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

A Vision of Struggle

The dark and dampness surrounded me like a heavy, constricting blanket.

With a white knuckled grip, I held onto a rope, suspended in the darkness. The rope cut into my palm, but I could not let go. I felt myself slipping.

I held out my arm, and frantically strained to feel something more to hold on to. I felt blood running down my wrist, but I could not let go for fear of falling - falling into the unknown.

Finally I touched it - another rope - and this one felt stronger, thicker.

I abandoned my old bloodied rope and grasped the new rope with both hands. This one felt strong. I felt secure in my choice (or was it really my choice) of a new lifeline. Yes, this one will hold me, I told myself, and hope swelled.

The rope that felt strong began to disintegrate, slowly at first but then more and more rapidly. Again I reached into the darkness, straining to feel the faintest touch of another rope. I found one and reached for it, only to find it gone.

Gone.

Only the black void was there to catch me - or so I thought.

I fell on a rock, solid and strong, eternal, with not a hint of wavering. All I had to do was stand upon it.